good afternoon all. i'd like to start out by saying that joe is here, and that makes me happy. i would also like to touch on earnest's rant on Mellifluence today. you say that america wants to believe its tates are good - no matter what - and i totally agree with that. but i would like to defend myself as an american by saying "most of the things i consider 'my taste' is total crap!" i hope everyone has the courage to admit this.....i like must see tv - thursday nights, i LOVE south park, and i like SNL......only for the slight chance that i might laugh. i like the hives too, but i don't like EMO, i never have. kathrine says that it's cool now - not like EMO, so i've been cool for a while i suppose.....i don't like MTV too much either.....it makes me feel old, which i am, i might be the oldest one on this page...unless real deal makes an appearance, i'm not sure of your bithday. being old sucks, the "quarter life crisis" that i've been reading about sucks too. but it's only an excuse. i am a firm believer in life is what we make of it. if i really didn't want to sit here and pity myself i wouldn't. i take full responsibility for my actions, and feelings....and any spelling errors that might happen here. some days i wish that i could just fall into something..something out of my control...something rewarding and a way to make a living. but i know that's not going to happen. i don't like america's work ethic....it's too much. we are born, we go to school, to work, then we die. there's gotta be more. i know there is more, but for me it's a matter of courage. i have none for starters. i'm afraid to fall on my face, i don't know why though. it's not like i'd die or anything. in eurpoe people get 4 weeks vacation a year.......here we get 2.....if we are lucky, most of us get none. careers are overrated. who says we all have to have one? but if you don't have one those who do look and say....."oooohhhhh, that's not a very good use of your degree" since when do i care about what others think? that is my question to myself. and the answer? i dunno, but i'll find out some day. until then, maybe i'll just wander the earth like kane.

 
Attempting to rectify my relationship with Hollywood video, I discovered that my young, cool mistress has grown old and Asian! Isn't that always the way?

If I were a typical, guy comedian, that would be an "observational" joke. "Fellas, you know how you have a young, cool girlfriend, and someday she becomes old and Asian? How does that happen? All I know is that she always wants the remote control and has PMS." If I were a fat, typical, male comedian, I would add the line "And why is it that when you're fat, people stare when you go into IHOP?"

 
I thought you were going to sell out the site- not unlike the selling of the sons, both coporate and unemployed! the other one was Vince's, but I think you have to check last week's archives for the randy moss thing- I don't know if it's still up on the site. www.fowlkafiles.blogspot.com.

In other news, my brief flirtation with unemployment may be coming to a close, as I may re-consummate my relationship with Hollywood Video.

 
alright: just so everyone is aware, i have a beautiful prestine desktop. and e - i don't know if i can handle the new netscape!! it is INSANE!!!! really!! cray crazy crazy. my feeble mind can't stand it! and everyone - today is kathrine's birthday! she's old!!! 25 ouch!! i want to take her out to din din so she'd better decideme thinks the rain has started today, just in time for joe's arrival......hhhuuummmmm, good thing i don't believe in signs...because it rained the day i arrived too....who knows. now, i gave my godmother - ann - this link so she can see what's going on, she has met some of you, but being an accomplished writer herself, i thought she might like to see our banter and WIT. but she couldn't get the link to work so maybe not. i knew a guy that spelled maybe like *maybee* what's that!?!?!? gotta clean my area and wait on a phone call. catch y'all on the flip side! i'm out!
JJJ

 
NEVERMIND!!!!! I KICKED THE INTERNET'S ASS!!!! i can do it now, but i don't want to get in trouble by not putting my own pictures up (sad face)

 
oh man, this thing is totally pissing me off. i can't figure it out. e - i am not web savy....savy in the ways of love yes......but not this crazy stuff! i downloaded this w.bloggar you speak so highly of. i don't know how to put pictures in here!

 
If you download W.Bloggar from download.com, you can use a program to post your entries, and that program will let you easily add graphics and format your text.

 
why do i think of fruity pebbles when i think of sir mix-a-lot?

 
Jessi, If ever you see Sir Mix-A-Lot, hopefully with his posse in full effect, tell him that we need to hook up for a collabo on another song about beepers.

The quest for work continues, today... The thing about job-hunting is it reduces you to a state of beggarhood. Essentially, you are saying to people "I will work for food." And then they have the option of saying "Not for me, you won't!" Frankly, I think I'm going to have to jettison all of you as friends because they say it's "Who you know," and look where knowing you guys has gotten me! ... just kidding (a little)...

In the beginning was Sir Mix-A-Lot and a little song called "square dance rap"

 
P.S. after the two beginnings there came a third.......one of rain and clouds...really good thai food...lots of hills and as always the lasting memory of kurt cobain.....yes, all is blessed.....especially my wester digital 80 gig hard drive at 7200 RPM with 8 MB Cache....designed to protect my data......only 89.99 after rebates at comp usa in bellview washington....home of microsoft .......

 
i lost a presence in my life yesterday. i have always thought of myself to be independent.......but now i'm seeing a different side of me.....it seems as though i'm regressing back to childhood....feelings of fear, loss, i feel like i've been abandonded to travel through life alone.......
yesterday the idea of my independence went crashing down like a terrorist infested passenger jet (full of people of course) i had no idea i had gotten so close with this "presence" that i'd lost. all aspects of my life were shared, we even had the same friends.....i think that has really been the hardest part....well, that and sharing all of my secrets. but i'm better today, i have learned how to say good bye to my friend: Maxtor #5TO6OH6.....40 gigs out the window....i have said hello to:western digital limited edition 80 gig, 8 MB CACHE! olnly 89.95 after 10.00 instant rebate and 40.00 mail in rebate..........

 
Right after the beginning came the deity of Fresh as Sebastian Bach descended from the heavens wearing a golden crown, singing songs of love and redemption. And all was blessed.

 
In the beginning was the Word to ya moms.